Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in Keith's LiveJournal:

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Tuesday, July 12th, 2005
3:05 am	SOOOOOOO Bored. Need more dew. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, July 7th, 2005
2:50 am	Topic WHOA I POSTED SOMETHING IN LIVEJOURNAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Who misses me? (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, September 10th, 2004
1:40 pm	I fucking hate girls and their stupid fucking head games. ALL OF THEM!!!! They think they aren't playing them, or say they don't do that, but you come to realize that's all they do. I find it extremely hard to NOT be "sleazy" (translation: be sexually active without being in a relationship). I can't have relationships because all the girls I've ever met are fucking head cases. There are a few I have made exceptions for/ would have made exceptions for based entirely on the childish notion that they MIGHT be "the one". But I was either cheated on or dicked around by all three of them. Now what? Am I supposed to be a-sexuall until I find "the one", or until the VERY off chance that in the span of either 5 to 10 years (maybe more) someone will finally fucking decide to give me a REAL chance? Sorry but I'm not a-sexuall, nor do I want to be. I want to be with someone, but I can't, cause I'm not into dealing with the fuckin drama. I've perpetuated a lot of drama myself while trying to deal with the drama. My life is a vicious fucking cycle. I don't want to be alone, but I can't deal with head games. Thusly I stick to random encounters of somewhat meaningless passion and desire. I ended up doing that with someone that I thought it meant nothing to, turns out I hurt them beyond belief, and I find that out after I've decided that person was very right for me, but how could anyone expect to be given a chance after treating someone like that? I understand that fully. It sucks for me, yes, but that's life. PERSONALLY I think that I have MORE than made up for it, with caring and tenderness, but you'd be suprised at how misconstrued ones intentions can become. So now I wait, because I don't want to be in just ANY old fucking relationship with any random fuckin girl. But I could be waiting for a really really REALLY long time. Not so much waiting specifically for one person, but just not settling for less. BUT I don't like being alone, and I LIKE my sexuallity and I'm comfortable with it, but that brings me down in the eyes of certain people. So now I ruin what I'm waiting for just because I like these things, and I'm not going to date random girls just so I can get laid. That's just as bad as sleeping with them then not pursuing it further, in fact I believe it's worse. I don't believe anyone else is going to let what the future may or may not hold in store for them dictate their actions of the present. So I don't know what to do. I'm just gonna chill out. Getting stuff off my chest helps a lot. Current Mood: I don't even know anymore. Current Music: ISIS Panopticon (Comment on this)
Thursday, August 26th, 2004
9:29 pm	Got my Some Kind Of Hate West Coast Tour shirt in the mail today. It's fucking sweet. Yellow with red design by Colin of Arabia, XL. Band shit is going fucking great I think. Recording and touring coming soon. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 24th, 2004
3:12 am	Best Omaha show all year. Highlights: -Still Crossed being totally amazing, giving me a free XL shirt just because it was an old design, covering fucking IGNITE!!!!!!!!! -Playing a really really shitty cover of Project X's classic Straight Edge Revenge with Dale and Andrew. -One Up being fucking sweet and covering Love Song by The Cure and Behind These Walls by Turning Point. -Murder She Wrote rockin da house. -Seeing a shit ton of my friends, both in the show and starring at the show through glass. Fucking great times. I love this shit. I'm sooooooo fucking happy right now, it's a really great and welcomed change of pace for me. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, August 19th, 2004
9:03 pm	I really know how to fuck shit up. I don't know what to do. (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 18th, 2004
7:06 pm	Bottom half of my X-Men leg sleeve is now outlined. Two sessions seperated by like 24 hours. Pretty sweet. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 27th, 2004
11:56 pm	SHOW Best show this year. Sooooooo fucking sweet. I'm home now, which is super boring. More and more I am wanting to take off somewhere for a few years. I have to wait at least 4 years to do that, and I'd like to get my body finished before I make any drastic location changes. I'd really like to do a semester or two in Finland or Sweden. Don't know how realistic that is. I don't know, I know what I want for part of my life, but that shit sure enough isn't up to me. Things to do in the meantime: Play some fuckin core with WordXup! Go vegatarian! Go to fucking school. Get my body finished. Tour. Release records. Do some writing on a few different subjects that are in my head. Play some metal. Take my ass to Chicago and eat at Soul Veg and Chicago Diner. Be totally fucking sweet, and try to keep a positive outlook. The next few years are gonna be as hard as they will be fun. Looking foward to it. Current Mood: Totally fucking sweet Current Music: No Warning "Ill Blood" (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, July 18th, 2004
1:58 pm	Ummmmmm.... Seriously, what the fuck is going on? Everything is turning to shit. People in this town are really starting to suck ass. I really wish things were fucking different. I'd move if I could, but I can't. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 14th, 2004
9:23 pm	Probably? (Comment on this)
Monday, July 12th, 2004
10:07 pm	P.S. This shit fucking blows ass. (Comment on this)
Sunday, July 11th, 2004
10:23 pm	Quit throwing salt in my mosh! Fuck ALL the bullshit. Shit will be wrecked at the Sick of it All/ Terror/ Champion show. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, July 4th, 2004
1:55 pm	Will, Jake, Dale and myself have started a Straight Edge Hardcore band. I'm really pumped about it. Posi as fuck yo. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, July 3rd, 2004
8:34 pm	Rebuttal..... HA!!!! You're insane to think I'm NOT over you. If you came crawling back (hypothetical) the last thing I would do is let myself get back into a relationship with someone like you. I have the perfect person in mind and YOU aren't it. P.S. It's not just his lack of a favorite author that makes him look laughably stupid. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
12:46 am	It's funny because I know a few guys that are in the 101st Airborne, I know a guy that's in the SEALS, I know a couple of Rangers, and a Marine Sniper. All of them read a lot. Granted you don't get time in boot camp and MOS training to read, but since that is approxemately 3 months tops of your life I'm sure you can find time to educate yourself after that. Unless of course you are only 4 months old. Weird. I don't see why my opinions upset you so much. I figured you would be grown up and moved on enough to be able to handle the criticism. Guess not. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, July 1st, 2004
7:50 pm	Good job deleting my rebuttal. Now he is safe from intelligence. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
7:38 pm	I love how easy it is for people to totally mis-percieve the world around them. Seriously, if I mean so little to people then my opinions should garner such reaction. Honestly I've never been happier. This is sooooo great. P.S. The current incarnation of the United States Millitary has done nothing since the end of WWII to defend the freedoms of the people of this great nation. The current job of the U.S. Millitary is to protect the financial assets of the rich heads of Corporate America. The Government cares nothing for the people they represent. Things like the Patriot Act and the Wolfowitz Doctrine are all designed to keep the poor under the iron boot of the wealthy. I have no respect for the people who support this. I know plenty of people who have been in war zones, and spent months in training, people who have taken fire, and they have had time to read everything and more than I have. There is no excuse for ignorance. If you people knew anything about foriegn affairs I wouldn't need to say this shit. But you'll always be blind to the truth so I shall quit wasting my time. You don't deserve my ideas. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
2:05 am	Spider-Man 2 was amazing. Lots of good points that were made in that movie. It's funny what gets misconstrued as insults these days. I was a fool for ever believing in certain people. Oh well their loss, they made their decisions, good luck at being a normal nobody. (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, June 27th, 2004
1:11 pm	HOLY FUCKING SHIT THIS IS GREAT!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!! HOLY FUCK....check out what I got dumped for: "SIMPLE BOYFRIEND QUIZ 1.) BF's name: daniel alexander patlan. 2.) Your cutesy-pukey nicknames for your BF: booty. boo. cuddles. 3.) BF's favorite color: blue. 4.) BF's favorite pastimes: television. 5.) BF's favorite band: um....does celly cell count? 6.) BF's favorite writer: right. 7.) BF's nasty habits: he drinks milk out of the carton. 8.) Favorite body part between your BF's neck and his knees: WEINER...i mean arms. 9.) BF's favorite animal: me! i'm his pet. 10.)BF's secret weapon?: his smile. 11.)BF's secret dirty weapon?: tounge. 12.)What was the last gift(s) you got from your BF?: um. i dunno.... 13.)Can your boyfriend do any stupid human tricks(keep it clean!)?: he can drink a whole beer in one swallow. and the mouth click thing he did to win my heart. 14.)What does your BF hate that you absolutely love? newlyweds. 15.)What does your BF love that you absolutely hate? avril lavigne. 16.)What would your name be if you took your BF's last name? linda patlan. 17.)BF's zodiac sign?: taurus. 18.)BF's Chinese zodiac sign?: dog. 19.)BF's favorite fastfood?: taco john's. or bk. 20.)Describe your BF in under ten words: amazing." "Amazing" is a strong word. Boring, plain and disgusting are better suited HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!! Holy shit those are some of the lamest things I've ever heard. I don't know why I ever let myself be destroyed over her. The things and people in my life have really shown me lately how fucking TRIVIAL that relationship was. (5 Comments |Comment on this)
12:53 pm	Farentheit 911 Is probably the most powerfull movie ever made. If you think that I think you need a political wake up call, then go see this movie and keep an open mind. (Comment on this)